1. The latest addition to our family will probably be called Eva Jola Tan. It's an interesting name, and I guess it would fit the girl if she turns out to be very adorable (: I spent a long time trying to talk my uncle out of 'Jola' but he refuses to come up with another middle name. Anything lah, at least it's better than Geri giving herself a middle name 'GERI MOUSE TAN' (jerry mouse, hahaha, that's where she got her inspiration from, really) Yeah. At least my daughters will have nice names in future :D I've thought about it! Cara and Diane (: or Diana. The 'ah' sounds very nice :D

2. What the future could possibly hold. After speaking with wiser adults, I guess I've become more enlightened about subject choices and career choices. My uncle wants me to be a vet, HAHAHAHA. Will pray about my future (but I'm very, very certain that being a vet is not going to be a viable option for myself) It's a myth that what you decide now will decide your entire life, because you're still gonna continue making decisions for yourself later in life.

3. I gave my mummy a reality check as well. Her daughter isn't as smart as she thought her out to be (: I want to do my parents proud but I don't want to give them the impression that I can do anything, because I cannot. I'm thankful that they don't impose expectations on me (:

4. My auntie observed that my mummy and her siblings are all into higher education. I have a feeling it's because they are finally able to choose what they want to study and do without being restricted by my grandma's expectations. I do long to earn loads of money in future to pursue further studies (: Huo dao lao, xue dao lao (: My family's a perfect example :D

I feel so thankful for my family and extended family (: It's probably the best thing I can give thanks for. And haha, Eva Jola Tan! I'm hoping she'll turn out to be a very healthy, happy and adorable little girl (: Can't wait for her arrival :D

Another battle next week but OKAY, wise words pop out of the Bible all the time (: Romans 12:12 says Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. All three at one go. I realise I'd like to do more of the first than the other two, which is very, very bad of me. Hmm.

Watching Growing Up always is a thought-provoking experience. I feel like I'm going to grow up to become a mix of Vicky and David. Except that I'm not going to marry and divorce a doctor, and work in the MOE.

OKAY lethargic ttm.

On a separate note, my desperate attempts to fall asleep have been working, thank God! I must be some math geek or something, but I seem to find it very challenging to fall asleep because I start equating dreams to quadratic functions that I can't solve. So yea, I have a hard time falling asleep because my subconscious mind is very hard at work trying to solve DREAM=some polynomial function.

Exodus 14:14 The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still.